Back in down town!

At the moment I am at the house of my parents. Sometimes I have to visit them, I'm a good girl... Or sth like that. Haha! I also have to teach my girl group. Today 5 hours and tomorrow 5 hours. The chess lessons were going very well. My pupils are telling me that they really learn something in my lessons!!!! They make me feel like a good teacher again. That's awesome! :-)

Oh, dear pupils...

Yesterday I had a performance at the Culture House 73. It was an under 20 Poetry Slam. I wrote a new text a few weeks ago and I thought... mh maybe, why not doing this on this very cool event "under 20 Poetry Slam" - So, now I know why I shouldn't. My new text is about the hopes and the meaning of life. About the fears to live... It can diverge, it's up to the people, how they interpret it. Unfortunately, yesterday two classes (9th or 10th grade) fill the room... and four of them were chosen as a judge.
I have to say that I didn't perform this text exactly like I wanted, but it was my first performance I got the feeling that the audience was inattentive. They were comparatively to Poetry Slams without classes in a state of agitation. This made me more nervous and I think they didn't understand my text. Not the bad points, but the atmosphere and the feeling they are not interested sadden me. Especially, the text really says what I feel...
Well, it was a bad day and now it is fortunately over. I will do this text with an audience without classes again and I am sure, they will appreciate it.

... Ps. I hate pupils even more now! hahaha :-D

Hey hey hey!

Hey hey hey guyssss! What the fuck... Time is running very fast. Although I do "nothing" to get anywhere, it's like somebody press the fast forward button in my life. It's kind of crazy... I hope I can post something interesting for you the next time. But at the moment, I feel like, I have no time...

However... Tomorrow is my performance at the "Kulturhaus 73"!

My Performance at the Digger Slam

On Friday I was on stage again. I performed my first written text "Scheidungskind oder Große Liebe" and I was very nervous to recite this text. It conveys a great deal to a person in my life. I was content with my appearance. I am very happy about it!

Next Slam:
Mo, 24th Nov - "Kulturhaus 73" U20 Poetry Slam

I have to work out!

Maybe I'll finally do sport with posting this here. So I feel a little bit pressured. Hahaha!
Such a senseless post! I'm so sorry.. :-D

The Meaning of Life

What the hell is "The Meaning of Life"? Only the question itself has a deep property. I don't think that I want to explain to you or rather, I cannot explain to you what the meaning of life is signifying in my point of view. Because maybe there is no meaning? Or there are a lot of meanings? Who knows. So, I actually do not know! And that's kind of tricky. A trick - I fool myself.